WALAO FUCK SCHOOL LAH. SICK GOT MC NEVER APPROVE DEN GO SEE DOC FOR WHAT? FUN AR? FUCK YOU LAH. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!
kaoz. i'm so damn damn damn damn damn pissed off lor. got mc also no use. fuck lah. think even if the student die they also dont care lor.just let the student die can already. fuck.
i wanna cry liao lah. who the fuck knows what i'm going through lor. everyone so happy with their lives. fuck lah.
dont try to pissed me off when i'm sick. especially when i'm sick!
fuck lah. i can might as well kill myself now.
addds
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
taylor won. i've to admit he's good. christine's good too. pretty hot girl. tsk tsk.
i wanna go shopping!!!!!!!!!
anyway bun up my hair today. den may say not really nice. duhh. but haha, i still wanna plant the rose on my hair! hehe.
edwin's real lazy lor. asshole lah. take 70bucks per hour then slack. so what de.
watched hard gay during tut. haha. damn funny lor. but quite disgusting lah. haha.
think mochi's having mood swings. haha.
aites, i'll continue to bun up my hair. if sis lend mi her rose. haha.
today scott wave to me and i didnt reply. HAHA.
feeling blue. bah!
i wanna go shopping!!!!!!!!!
anyway bun up my hair today. den may say not really nice. duhh. but haha, i still wanna plant the rose on my hair! hehe.
edwin's real lazy lor. asshole lah. take 70bucks per hour then slack. so what de.
watched hard gay during tut. haha. damn funny lor. but quite disgusting lah. haha.
think mochi's having mood swings. haha.
aites, i'll continue to bun up my hair. if sis lend mi her rose. haha.
today scott wave to me and i didnt reply. HAHA.
feeling blue. bah!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
damn. i lost my post! grrr...
darling, you're so sweet can? you really surprised me. love you so much. tsk tsk. and please take care of yourself lah. blehs.
i got nabbed!! by him. duhh. but he's so sweet lah. so so sweet. wanted to nabbed him back. but failed. ahhhh~ idiot. blehs. haha.
i hate school.
fiona said class 6 ppl were looking at us when me and bf were talking outside fj. these kpo people. haha.
ahh, i've gt no mood to blog now.
darling, i love you so so so so much. muacks! ^@^ i swear i'm gonna bite you back! hehe.
darling, you're so sweet can? you really surprised me. love you so much. tsk tsk. and please take care of yourself lah. blehs.
i got nabbed!! by him. duhh. but he's so sweet lah. so so sweet. wanted to nabbed him back. but failed. ahhhh~ idiot. blehs. haha.
i hate school.
fiona said class 6 ppl were looking at us when me and bf were talking outside fj. these kpo people. haha.
ahh, i've gt no mood to blog now.
darling, i love you so so so so much. muacks! ^@^ i swear i'm gonna bite you back! hehe.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
i'm PRETTY! haha. but i'm sad. damn pms.
okay, i really dont understand why some guys just dont get what their girlfriend wants. i simply dont understand. can some guys just enlighten me? but then again, maybe they're just not meant to be. that's the topic sis and me talked about the other day. haha.
seriously, i need a new bf/gf. i need someone who can do what he/she say.
i saw one lesbian couple kissing. just a peck lah. haha. quite cute lah they. i'm jealous. i'd want to be a lesbian if time allow me to convert. at least girls will understand girls better i think.
and i'll need to find some guys who's willing to acc me watch over the hedge. sms me if you're free k? haha.
sorry but i really am not happy with you all. i think i'm rather happier with someone else.
i'm so sick of this so-called friendship. but anyone who ps someone in a clique? what kind of friendship is this? what kind of friends are you? ask yourself, what kind of friends are you? walking off yourself without caring about others, all thinking about the world around you only. first time i see such ppl. really. okay, i really think that you all are inconsiderate. not really inconsiderate. ahh, wadeva, i cant find a word for it.
you dont do what you preach.
i think she lied to me bout the num or gave me the wrong num. cause the reply is really SLOW! haha.
in anyways, i'm still pretty~ esp today. tsk tsk. so, yay!
i still love you my darling.
okay, i really dont understand why some guys just dont get what their girlfriend wants. i simply dont understand. can some guys just enlighten me? but then again, maybe they're just not meant to be. that's the topic sis and me talked about the other day. haha.
chatted with candy. haha. so funny lor we. tsk tsk. i love her. eh, i try not to since i'm attached. hehe.
i got my bubble tea treat. hurray~ the aunty say i'm pretty. but someone just dont want to admit. so bad right? haha. but yea, his sis is pretty cute. worst thing that happened is the aunty say i look more like his sister. ahh. damn! haha. but i'm still pretty. hehe.seriously, i need a new bf/gf. i need someone who can do what he/she say.
i saw one lesbian couple kissing. just a peck lah. haha. quite cute lah they. i'm jealous. i'd want to be a lesbian if time allow me to convert. at least girls will understand girls better i think.
and i'll need to find some guys who's willing to acc me watch over the hedge. sms me if you're free k? haha.
sorry but i really am not happy with you all. i think i'm rather happier with someone else.
i'm so sick of this so-called friendship. but anyone who ps someone in a clique? what kind of friendship is this? what kind of friends are you? ask yourself, what kind of friends are you? walking off yourself without caring about others, all thinking about the world around you only. first time i see such ppl. really. okay, i really think that you all are inconsiderate. not really inconsiderate. ahh, wadeva, i cant find a word for it.
you dont do what you preach.
i think she lied to me bout the num or gave me the wrong num. cause the reply is really SLOW! haha.
in anyways, i'm still pretty~ esp today. tsk tsk. so, yay!
i still love you my darling.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
skip school today. coz i simply cant wake up though i slept reasonably early yest. woke up damn late still. only managed to wake up when i heard my phone ringing. i only woke up when jiemei called. so paiseh lor. think i make them late ar. so sorry!
aites, so happy so many ppl actually cared. yea, i hope i'll get well soon. haha. but first, i'll have to finish all my medicine and go for my follow ups.
met my dearest. muahahaha. i missed him so much. haha.
i think the weather's really bad nowadays. it's either too hot or cold. damn weather. blehs.
i love chow chows! so cute. but yea, buns are still cuter! hahah. now then i know so many people keep dogs! scott's dog's cute. but this think the dog kena ill treat lydat. oops. =x haha.
aites, so happy so many ppl actually cared. yea, i hope i'll get well soon. haha. but first, i'll have to finish all my medicine and go for my follow ups.
met my dearest. muahahaha. i missed him so much. haha.
i think the weather's really bad nowadays. it's either too hot or cold. damn weather. blehs.
i love chow chows! so cute. but yea, buns are still cuter! hahah. now then i know so many people keep dogs! scott's dog's cute. but this think the dog kena ill treat lydat. oops. =x haha.
Monday, May 22, 2006
AHHHH! diana really feels like like crying out. really really.
i've additional drugs to add on the my collection. THREE more medicine. woah. nice eh?
had fever. and the headache i'm having is really making me cry. i really cant take it liao lah. oh crap. thought the fever and sore throat was the side effect of my thyroid medicine. but it was not. went for a blood test. and bloody hell. somehow they cant 'extract' blood from my left hand. then have to take from right hand. lucky it was the senior who took the blood. if not i'd rather dead. seriously.
no one knows what i'm going thru. fuck lah.
i hate rain, lightnings and thunder. especially when i'm alone. rain rain go away~!
有时候再逞强也没用!
when medicine dont work, i just wanna kill myself. headache sucks. thyroids SUCK MORE! make me waste so much money. till got two followups in the next two weeks. shit lah. i CAN quit school liao. blehs. hah.
i've additional drugs to add on the my collection. THREE more medicine. woah. nice eh?
had fever. and the headache i'm having is really making me cry. i really cant take it liao lah. oh crap. thought the fever and sore throat was the side effect of my thyroid medicine. but it was not. went for a blood test. and bloody hell. somehow they cant 'extract' blood from my left hand. then have to take from right hand. lucky it was the senior who took the blood. if not i'd rather dead. seriously.
no one knows what i'm going thru. fuck lah.
i hate rain, lightnings and thunder. especially when i'm alone. rain rain go away~!
有时候再逞强也没用!
when medicine dont work, i just wanna kill myself. headache sucks. thyroids SUCK MORE! make me waste so much money. till got two followups in the next two weeks. shit lah. i CAN quit school liao. blehs. hah.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Saturday, May 20, 2006
A lot of guys don't know, girls can flare their temper on them, but when the girls turn back, they are actually crying.
A lot of guys don't know, girls won't really get angry with them, because they really love and care about them.
A lot of guys dont know. girls will only nag at the guys they love, and will only be stubborn to the guys they love.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even care about you and nag you, she does so cos she is afraid you will do the wrong stuff.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even vent her anger on you, won't act cute in front of you and won't let you dote her because infront of other people, she is just nothing much.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, you won't even have the ability to make her cry, even if you cause her to be angry for you for more than 2days.
All these is because she loves you, and all these is because you don't really understand and care about her.
So, if the both of you often quarrel, you will think she has got bad temper, and she will think you dont give in to her.
So, if the both of you often get into cold war, you will think she dont love you, and she will think you dont care about her.
So, both of you always ridiculously missed eachother, maybe passing each other is a type of saddening helpnessness and happiness.
Because she loves you, that is why she vents her anger on you and often cute in front of you.
Because she loves you, that is why she will get angry with you.
And because she loves you, she won't be angry with you for a long period of time.
A lot of guys don't know, girls won't really get angry with them, because they really love and care about them.
A lot of guys dont know. girls will only nag at the guys they love, and will only be stubborn to the guys they love.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even care about you and nag you, she does so cos she is afraid you will do the wrong stuff.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even vent her anger on you, won't act cute in front of you and won't let you dote her because infront of other people, she is just nothing much.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, you won't even have the ability to make her cry, even if you cause her to be angry for you for more than 2days.
All these is because she loves you, and all these is because you don't really understand and care about her.
So, if the both of you often quarrel, you will think she has got bad temper, and she will think you dont give in to her.
So, if the both of you often get into cold war, you will think she dont love you, and she will think you dont care about her.
So, both of you always ridiculously missed eachother, maybe passing each other is a type of saddening helpnessness and happiness.
Because she loves you, that is why she vents her anger on you and often cute in front of you.
Because she loves you, that is why she will get angry with you.
And because she loves you, she won't be angry with you for a long period of time.
Do you guys know, every girl's heart is made of crystals, flashy but easily broken.
Do you guys know, every girl don't build a wall around herself, you easily land inside her heart and left wounds when you leave.
Every girl doesn't know, in this world, no one can make her cry, because the person who is worthy of her tears won't bear to let her cry.
Every girl will possess this personality, she will be bossy, she will be cold to you, she will tell you to go away, but actually.. in her heart, she wants you to stay..
So please, lift up your ears and open your heart, listen to her desires and needs in her heart, but not listen to those stubborn words from her mouth.
She will watch you turn away, then she will turn away and when she turns away, you won't see her tears, those are tears in her heart.
So if you love her, please always stay by her side.
If you love her, please dote on her more.
If you love her, please give in more to her.
If you really love her, please listen to her true feelings in her heart, which is a form of screaming.
Please open your arms and hug her.
In the world of love, both of you always hurt each other, as if only this can prove how much you love each other.
But in love, there is no one who is right or wrong, and no such thinkings of me having more than you or you having less than me.
You love her and she loves you, this is already sufficient, you don't have to purposely hurt her, causing both of you to be more sad and weak.
What you need in loving each other is being gentle, being happy, being sweet but not hurting each other.
Don't have cold war, don't be stubborn, not giving into each other, and please don't leave without saying a word..
You must know, when you leave, you see nothing in your eyes, you don't see the tears in her eyes.
The more quietness, the more cold war, this is hurting each other.
No matter how you patch with her, these scars will always exist, no matter how you try to remove it..
Please give her a hug, use it to remove the sadness and tears in her heart.
If she loves you, she won't reject your hug, she will only be afraid of ur coldness and leaving without a word.
So, if you love her, love her everything so that all those attitide problem will become her cuteness.
She don't need you turning away like she said, she only need your hug and love..
i saw ziqi yesterday! so shocked seh. didnt see her till i realised someone's pssting. then i turned and saw ZIQI! wah! shocked. haha. lucky i wasnt doing something jian bu de ren. kidding. haha.
i want to watch OVER THE HEDGE! anyone? PLEASE PLEASE!!! hehe.
thinking bout lots of stuffs recently. someone save me before i hit deep down into depression can?
flip scratch me today. i'm gonna cut off his nials soon! hehs. =D
woohoo! my ulcer is recovering damn quickly. so happy! at least i'll feel more like talking and eating and biting and chewing.
talk to may's friend yest. so funny lor. like i know him damn long lydat. he gives me the feeling of faz. anyway sent him to work and met my sis. went to ntuc (that's when i saw zq lahs) den went home to cook some food. dumplings! nice but toooooo salty. haha.
he bit me. i'm gonna slap him some time. keke.
watched just like heaven. my god, so nice. so sweet. darling, can you be so sweet? hehe. gosh, i'm so dead. i'm so gonna fail financial. ahh. damn!
i want to watch OVER THE HEDGE! anyone? PLEASE PLEASE!!! hehe.
thinking bout lots of stuffs recently. someone save me before i hit deep down into depression can?
flip scratch me today. i'm gonna cut off his nials soon! hehs. =D
woohoo! my ulcer is recovering damn quickly. so happy! at least i'll feel more like talking and eating and biting and chewing.
talk to may's friend yest. so funny lor. like i know him damn long lydat. he gives me the feeling of faz. anyway sent him to work and met my sis. went to ntuc (that's when i saw zq lahs) den went home to cook some food. dumplings! nice but toooooo salty. haha.
he bit me. i'm gonna slap him some time. keke.
watched just like heaven. my god, so nice. so sweet. darling, can you be so sweet? hehe. gosh, i'm so dead. i'm so gonna fail financial. ahh. damn!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
poor mochi! she got locked out of her room yest! and i happened to notice her when i was going to the toilet. haha. POOR THING! lucky sis didnt lock her door. if not, mochi will be loitering around for a longer time. haha.
having a damn headache. dammit. e commerce is partially done and i've business communication ICA tomorrow! oh my god. i'm so dead lah. haha.
ORANGE ROCKS!
sis made me watch a disgusting show. 'the bone collector'. damn disgusting. there's blood and flesh etc. gross. haha.
you make me fall in love with you over and over again. so thank you so so much for being so understanding for me now. sometimes i dont mean to flare up. really. i dont. but i dont know why i will. sorry but thank you very much. =D love you so much, DA SHU~! tsk tsk. *muacks.
Monday, May 15, 2006
today's so damn tiring. sch sucks. some people know why lah. dont know ask me. no need me to elaborate here. haha.
anyway, i seriously think that my medicine is giving me side effects. throat's damn pain. so farewell. tata~ lol. my ulcer is killing me too. boO~ =(
i'm seriously quite sick of life now. not enjoying my life nor time. UNLESS i'm with him or chatting with my bhb student. haha.
darling, sorry la. make you walk so much today. haha. but see? your gf so nice. accompany you exercise leh. hehe.
i want char siew rice!!! and i'm still hungry after eating so much. darling, HOW?
you touched me with what you say. i trust you so i shall believe what you say. know what? i've never really imagined that we can so so so so long. i love you so damn much!!! muacks. i DEMAND a hug and kiss from you k? haha.
anyway, i seriously think that my medicine is giving me side effects. throat's damn pain. so farewell. tata~ lol. my ulcer is killing me too. boO~ =(
i'm seriously quite sick of life now. not enjoying my life nor time. UNLESS i'm with him or chatting with my bhb student. haha.
darling, sorry la. make you walk so much today. haha. but see? your gf so nice. accompany you exercise leh. hehe.
i want char siew rice!!! and i'm still hungry after eating so much. darling, HOW?
you touched me with what you say. i trust you so i shall believe what you say. know what? i've never really imagined that we can so so so so long. i love you so damn much!!! muacks. i DEMAND a hug and kiss from you k? haha.
Friday, May 12, 2006
stupid people. who the hell could go out in such a heavy rain even if they have umbrellas? not more to say someone sick. for god's sake, I'M SICK!!!
went to the doc yest cause of my flu. and bad enough, some stupid news. i've thyroids. wow. how great. i've to be under medication for a month, go for checkups and see if it would get better. if not, i might as well die. hah. frankly, the doc was really observant. she suspected i have thyroids. and indeed, after the blood test, i did have it. now i've lots of medicine that i must finish. damn.
sis and me were really suffering while waiting for the doc. all the germs. eew. it was really scary when one of the patients threw into a rage screaming with another guy. went back to sch after seeing doc. thought of discussing project but didnt really discuss. anyway went to com lab and play fish tycoon. now sis and me are addicted to the game. haha.
now i noe who really are concerned. my student, fiona, kiwi. well, at least they cared to ask.
having a damn headache.
enduring all the pressure, all the stress by myself. suckit. no one knows what i'm going through now!!!!!!!!
我要的不是一句我爱你, 而是希望永远陪在我身边。我心中只有对你的爱,你是否也和我一样?
went to the doc yest cause of my flu. and bad enough, some stupid news. i've thyroids. wow. how great. i've to be under medication for a month, go for checkups and see if it would get better. if not, i might as well die. hah. frankly, the doc was really observant. she suspected i have thyroids. and indeed, after the blood test, i did have it. now i've lots of medicine that i must finish. damn.
sis and me were really suffering while waiting for the doc. all the germs. eew. it was really scary when one of the patients threw into a rage screaming with another guy. went back to sch after seeing doc. thought of discussing project but didnt really discuss. anyway went to com lab and play fish tycoon. now sis and me are addicted to the game. haha.
now i noe who really are concerned. my student, fiona, kiwi. well, at least they cared to ask.
having a damn headache.
enduring all the pressure, all the stress by myself. suckit. no one knows what i'm going through now!!!!!!!!
我要的不是一句我爱你, 而是希望永远陪在我身边。我心中只有对你的爱,你是否也和我一样?
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Saturday, May 06, 2006
skipped school yest. went to the doc. waited damn long before finally meeting the doc. the doc even suggested to have a blood test in case i have tyroids. i dont know how to spell lah. haha. go find out what kind of illness it is. haha. but heard from my sis it's quite serious if i get that. ahh. i'm so dead. maybe i'll die without knowing. lolx. anyway blood test was damn sucky lah. the nurse tried three times before the last, more senior i guess, nurse finally extracted my blood.
oh ya. ask the doc about those blood stains even after your periods. den she say it's because of ur hormones. duhh. nv tell me the reason why will like that lor. what only.
met up with wani. went to a interview. and that bloody asshole guess. he TORE OUR APPLICATION FORM! BASTARD. hope he walks and slip and fall! tsk tsk. he even tried to chase my bf away. how scheming. think the girl we saw at the room was some naive girl who fell into his trap.
went for porridge after that. so nice. raw fish is nice too~ then walk around chinatown while he went to work. bought 3 pairs or earrings and a bag. haha.
today accidentally went to another so-called mlm company again. blehs.
i miss my darling. darling, i've decided le. i dont want bear bear le. i want BAK KWA~~!!!! =D
i've one medicine which is packed like a condom! haha. so funny.
oh ya. ask the doc about those blood stains even after your periods. den she say it's because of ur hormones. duhh. nv tell me the reason why will like that lor. what only.
met up with wani. went to a interview. and that bloody asshole guess. he TORE OUR APPLICATION FORM! BASTARD. hope he walks and slip and fall! tsk tsk. he even tried to chase my bf away. how scheming. think the girl we saw at the room was some naive girl who fell into his trap.
went for porridge after that. so nice. raw fish is nice too~ then walk around chinatown while he went to work. bought 3 pairs or earrings and a bag. haha.
today accidentally went to another so-called mlm company again. blehs.
i miss my darling. darling, i've decided le. i dont want bear bear le. i want BAK KWA~~!!!! =D
i've one medicine which is packed like a condom! haha. so funny.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
felt damn unwell. didnt have any appetite. vomited after i drank the milo. damn. waste my money. went off after doing part of the e-commerce project. meaning i skipped class. anyway met wani to go to the clinic but the waiting time was simply too long to tahan. 2hours 23mins. saw ee siong while waiting for her. haha. funny.
went to causeway after we did the things we wanted to do. she met her friend and i went to meet my bf. went home. den met sis after that. had a mudpie and an apple cinnamon cheese cake. nice~!
having super ssssssssstm. oh god. boo~
shit. the pain is back........................
went to causeway after we did the things we wanted to do. she met her friend and i went to meet my bf. went home. den met sis after that. had a mudpie and an apple cinnamon cheese cake. nice~!
having super ssssssssstm. oh god. boo~
shit. the pain is back........................
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
my head feels big. feeling dizzy. there is BLOOD. damn. but no way am i going to the doc!!
saw sylvia at fj today. she seems fatter now. =x but as usual a malay-wanna-be.
i hate projects.
i dun feel well today. i just kept forgetting what i'm going/supposed to do. everything seems out of place. sorry for giving you attitude this morning. forgive me can? hehe.
darling, i wanna hold your hand till the day i die. so when we get married, please remember my 10 carat diamond ring~ thank you very much. =D
saw sylvia at fj today. she seems fatter now. =x but as usual a malay-wanna-be.
i hate projects.
i dun feel well today. i just kept forgetting what i'm going/supposed to do. everything seems out of place. sorry for giving you attitude this morning. forgive me can? hehe.
darling, i wanna hold your hand till the day i die. so when we get married, please remember my 10 carat diamond ring~ thank you very much. =D
Monday, May 01, 2006
HAPPY LABOUR DAY~
wah. so coincidental seh. just mentioned bout him and i saw him yesterday at sunplaza. it's weird lah. i was with my boyfriend and sis, and talking quite loudly and pointing to something. at first he didnt see me i guess. but maybe my action was too big and he saw. then he turned and looked again. and he said hi. to be frank, i was shocked to see him there cause of our break up. and more shocking when he bothered to, like, greet? haha. cause we saw him he looked one kind. but whatever, it's all over already.
got caught by my dad again. sucks lah.
yest was quite a nice day. met up with my group members to discuss our project. and they took on my idea. haha. SO HAPPY~ then went to sunplaza to meet my sis. went to borrow some books in the library cause i had nothing to do. lame around with my sister. haha. so funny lor.
went for dinner when my bf ended work and reach coffee bean. went to the food court. on the way there, i saw him. anyway, ate hot plate. quite nice. but it's hard to swallow. haha.
today sucks lah. cause some asshole is busy enjoying himself and not even bothering bout me. you sucks lah. blehs.
wah. so coincidental seh. just mentioned bout him and i saw him yesterday at sunplaza. it's weird lah. i was with my boyfriend and sis, and talking quite loudly and pointing to something. at first he didnt see me i guess. but maybe my action was too big and he saw. then he turned and looked again. and he said hi. to be frank, i was shocked to see him there cause of our break up. and more shocking when he bothered to, like, greet? haha. cause we saw him he looked one kind. but whatever, it's all over already.
got caught by my dad again. sucks lah.
yest was quite a nice day. met up with my group members to discuss our project. and they took on my idea. haha. SO HAPPY~ then went to sunplaza to meet my sis. went to borrow some books in the library cause i had nothing to do. lame around with my sister. haha. so funny lor.
went for dinner when my bf ended work and reach coffee bean. went to the food court. on the way there, i saw him. anyway, ate hot plate. quite nice. but it's hard to swallow. haha.
today sucks lah. cause some asshole is busy enjoying himself and not even bothering bout me. you sucks lah. blehs.
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